Guilty as charged!

Allahu...
Allah menyelamatkan saya dari melakukan kesilapan.
Allah menyelamatkan dia dari amarah saya.

ok, so...i hate this consultant.
Smlm another fitting episode dari dia. Habis satu scope room dia amuk fr my mistake - ter double booked pt.
Pastu bebelan dia menjela-jela sampai babit emak abah la bagai... byk la.
Malas nak layan

Im so angry. Im frustrated. I had enough of this!
In my head, I began to plot....
I nak orang tailed her car. Know where she live.
Bashed her car!
Baling bangkai what not kat rumah dia..buat dia rasa ada org voodoo kan dia!
Make she scared. Make her sleep become sleepless!
I even nak tanya those Indian guards..do they know anyone who will get their hands dirty for me!

ouhhhhh!

horrible kan...
Things in my head mmg crazy.
I cannot believe I had this in my mind.
corrupted mind!

Then, today...bangun dgn rasa takut. Memang confirm she will find me today
then...dekat scope room.....
she said this to me
Nicely and firmly
" awak tahu tak...awak ni bagus buat kerja. Rajin. I cannot deny that...tp there are past of u..yg u buat kerja cincai2...."

Then, ada org masuk the room.
Saved me from another long lecture

Buden....
I RASA BERSALAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Things in my head are crazy...
I started to believed, bi'ah ini akan merosakkan nilai moral kita.
Ya Allah. Selamatkan saya!
Lindungi jiwa saya !