approaching 30

Lately..asik la pergi wedding and engagement kawan-kawan and sedara mara.
I feel old!!

but anyway...
Dulu selalu rasa 30 adalah umur dimana wanita bukan lg jadi perempuan perempuan cantik atau comel. 30 adalah usia anggun.!
dan..banyak la tengok kawan-kawan yang memang look different when they hit thirty.



Well, im not yet thirty


why do we talk about this?
ntah..tetiba.

Final posting..finally! 

Akhirnya..sikit lg..dan saya akan mengakhiri zaman menjadi kuli batak, bahan bambu dan alat untuk digunakan dan disalahkan. - houseman!

The pressure is getting bigger, the responsibilities seem scary 

Mistakes made can be fatal..!

N i actually in ED atm, work everyday! no off day, we only have post-call-off ; where u too tired even to take a shower! 

my rocks...

Satay tulang at Senawayng, well...kalau dtg semban this is a must la. :)

the night where, theres only 2 houseman, 2 mos working.

but we managed well despite all. Plus; we gotta sleep!

short get-away!

ok, I failed at my best utk rancang hols this rotation..it needed gap..bukan main tibai jer.
Last week went to langkawi..then this week pergi Lexis kat PD (and next week going to Sg Chilling)
it was good..tp to get back to work......
aihhhhhhh
*mengeluh nampak?*

Tapi hujan all the way..nak balk baru cerah sikit.

langkawi

Been wanting to go to Langkawi for a short getaway. 

Plan asal nak g with the girls..tp rasa mcm nak g dgn mak abah la this time 

So.. 

It was fun! food was great! 

and I got to do all the things I really wanted to to..the island hoping and cable car! thats all what I want. 

:) 

Ni antara gambar fav sebenarnya.. dengan caption; 

"Alamak! the seat is still empty!" 

it was a hectic day

Sekarang kita kerja kat ortho..senior houseman has to do ed calls. (SHO)
Dia mcm jadi MO, u decide nak admit or not or how la..all the patients yg refer to ortho..u haf to decide. of course with MO's help

so...
today was hectic. very hectic. I loss count how many referals i have today.
Nak jadi cerita, theres one time, I was the night SHo..n i was really sick. I dragged me self to work. Vomit at ed even! I was really sick
Kecl hati sgt dengan SHO am shift msa tu,, she was a friend, tp langsung tanak tolong..n siap nak marah asal tak tukar nmbr kat operator lagi..cuz she still received referals at 4pm.!
She left me like that jer..n by 5.30pm.. she dissappear!

and today...on her night SHO call..she came at 4.25pm cam tu.. I still ambik refferal at 4.30pm..I help her clerk like 3-4 pt..until 6pm. and then I left skjp nak smbyhg. She then texted me.. asking to help her la kan...ada byk refferal. It was freaking 6.30pm
I stayed n help until 7.20 cam tu

Dalam hati.. tempted sgt nak update status kat fb...
' Sebenarnya, dalam hidup ni senang jer...kalau kita rajin tolong orang, orang akan tolong kita. Kalau kita berkira.. kau ghase?? '
Tempted la..
tempted jer la tapi...Kang kecik hati lak org tu kan...

Sekian entry ala-ala sakit hati.
Dgn ucapan... g usrah bertahun-tahun pun...erm.. tak perla. Kecewa la dgn sikap pentingkan diri awak tu, tu jer nak ckp.

Budi bahasa

Budi bahasa tak ter jual beli  orang kata.
Memang betul la. Kita kalau sahsiah tinggi..keadaan macam mana pun, tak hilang nilai jati diri, budi pekerti.

Nak dijadikan cerita, petang tadi jalan jammed. Pukul 7.30pm, Memang standardla jammed sikit. Kebetulan, ada accident. Sambil kita terfikir-fikir nak pergi tolong ke tidak....
BUMMM!

Terlanggar kereta depan.
Allahu Akbar!

My immediate reaction:
Keluar kereta
" Alamak. Awak ok tak? saya langgar kereta awak la ( obviously la kan)

Kereta dia calar sikit, kemik sikit.
and all he said:
" its ok awak, sikit jer''

I even paksa dia check his back sensor and  I offer to pay....
and again he saids- its ok! sikit jer.

My heart cries a little.
Baiknya budi bahasa!

ok dah bye.

new car!

ok, kak ina bought a brand new car!!
she is excited uols.
ok, dah bye. selamat membayar rm 1200/month