new car!

ok, kak ina bought a brand new car!!
she is excited uols.
ok, dah bye. selamat membayar rm 1200/month

Masak lemak cili api

Alhamdulillah...
Finished with surgical already. Life finally 'existing' and Im breathing fine.
Alhamdulillah. I was never that ecstatic to receive 'surat pelepasan jabatan' until...I receive my pelepasan from surgical.
Ok. done with surgical..
So...ORTHO next!

So far, ortho done me good. there's plenty to learn but theres room for learning and im loving ortho for that!
Sebab dah off tag..and tak kerja sampai pkl 10mlm. I decided to cook some.
Using rice cooker kat hostel..

TAADAAAAAAA!!!!

 Sesungguhnya.. lauk ini sgt biasa-biasa

Tapi yang penting bangga. 

K dah. sekian

How can you sleep at night?

We have this 'super' consultant.. Dato' K
He is now a professor, a lecturer at IMU but will do morning ward round with us in surgical ward. Painful. As it is an old style ward round. No body can write anything, and he whispering and mumbling. No joking around.

So, there's one particular patient..whom involved in motor vehicle accident, sustained intracranial bleed and femur fracture.

Dato' K tak puas hati..dah dua pagi dia buat round..and that patient still tak pergi operate lg kaki dia..
Dia marah la..
He said..

How can u not pushing ortho people to op?
I dont understand,
How could you guys sleep at night?

How can I sleep at night?
Bole Dato'...of course i can. U know why...
because i woke up at 4am every morning and went home at 7.30-8pm.
Of course I can sleep.
I HAVE to sleep.

But u,
How can U LET ME BE LIKE THAT???

Most people thought they are saving lives, but they are actually killing souls.

Now, tell me..
How can u sleep at night?

kata-kata itu doa

setiap ucapan kita tu suatu doa. Kena percaya tuh

Nway..on the last entry.. I mentioned pasal perlunya memenuhkan masa cuti dgn sesuatu, jgn asik tidur. Berazam sgt masa tuh.

So, Allah makbulkan.. itulah. doakan..

Nak jadi cerita..Last saturday kebetulan cuti.. so, this is what happen : 

- bgn pagi, beli breakfast fr a friend.

- singgah ward. siapakn kerja

-singgah lawat kak syaz who was warded

-pergi senawang jmp kak lyyn michael sampai lunch hour

-blk melaka

-singgah maidin beli groceries

-pergi MMU ada insta fair

-pergi rumah auntie to pick up cousins

-singgah jusco for a quick bite n catch up w meera

-ptg emak ajak pergi rumah cousin 

-mlm pergi rumah mak uda

-midnight ; im super flat! 

sekian. 

Ucapan kan doa. 

Allah nak ajar..Padan muka! 

Anyhow..this week was good. Dapat pergi cameron! 

Penuh drama. haha. aish..lessons to be learnt! 

:) 

betul tau

nak kenal sahabat2.. kita mesti makan bersama, tidur bersama, musafir bersama! 

:)

Penat

Lama dulu, saya telah putuskan. Tiada istilah penat.
Tiada istilah lelah

Saya tidak menyukai pekerjaan saya (kadang-kadang)
Itu bukan baru. Lapuk sudah.
Acap kali saya ucapkan..Bolehkan kiranya adik berhenti kerja emak?
dan setiap kali itu juga emak akan membalas..'Abis tu nak kerja apa? Cuber bgth..'
Seolah-olah...
Pekerjaan ini merupakan pengkalan terakhir.
Last resort.
Tiada pandang belakang, tiada pilihan lain

Pilihan banyak sebenarnya.
Tapi atas kita. Berani atau tidak untuk mencuba

Tiada penat. Tiada lelah.
Bila cuti, saya jarang habiskan dengan tidur.
Itu sia-sia.
Hari-hari saya bekerja, malamnya telah saya isi dgn tidur secukupnya.
Jadi bila cuti..
Kita mesti.
Mesti..
HENJOY!

=.=*

My fav thing to do now...sambil layan kekoreakekita.
Well, ada lagi lima slices cakes dlm fridge.
Perisa blueberry cheesecake, strawberry roll, pandan and orange slices..

I know something is wrong with me when my impulsive-buying-mood reactivate.  Bought a pair of shoe that Idont need..and THIS! :) 

28 years old and proud!

Pagi ni lepas blik kerja (Night shift) terus mandi, tidur.
Bangun.. late lunch with Had dekat chicken rice shop then beli la a piece of cheesecake at this newly opened cafe. Cantikla cafe dia.

I thought I would like to safe the cake later la..
Tapi lepas kemas2 bilik yang sekangkang kera ni..dengan hujan-hujan gini...
Macam best la kan kalau ada kek and coffee.
Nikmat kehidupan gitu!
Jadi sudah selamatlah blueberry cheesecake itu kita santapkan!

 

ok. the rest adalah gambar sempena birhtday hr tu.

I actually have 4 different celebrations fr my birthday. 

Memula family dinner on the 12th (early celebration) then, luch date dgn sha on the 13th. Dinner date dgn had...then dinner date with the girls on 14th. 

Im so blessed in soooo many ways. 

Alhamdulillah. 

28 and proud! 

Family dinner la sgt,..tp gambar org lain kita tak snap pun.  :) 

Guilty as charged!

Allahu...
Allah menyelamatkan saya dari melakukan kesilapan.
Allah menyelamatkan dia dari amarah saya.

ok, so...i hate this consultant.
Smlm another fitting episode dari dia. Habis satu scope room dia amuk fr my mistake - ter double booked pt.
Pastu bebelan dia menjela-jela sampai babit emak abah la bagai... byk la.
Malas nak layan

Im so angry. Im frustrated. I had enough of this!
In my head, I began to plot....
I nak orang tailed her car. Know where she live.
Bashed her car!
Baling bangkai what not kat rumah dia..buat dia rasa ada org voodoo kan dia!
Make she scared. Make her sleep become sleepless!
I even nak tanya those Indian guards..do they know anyone who will get their hands dirty for me!

ouhhhhh!

horrible kan...
Things in my head mmg crazy.
I cannot believe I had this in my mind.
corrupted mind!

Then, today...bangun dgn rasa takut. Memang confirm she will find me today
then...dekat scope room.....
she said this to me
Nicely and firmly
" awak tahu tak...awak ni bagus buat kerja. Rajin. I cannot deny that...tp there are past of u..yg u buat kerja cincai2...."

Then, ada org masuk the room.
Saved me from another long lecture

Buden....
I RASA BERSALAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Things in my head are crazy...
I started to believed, bi'ah ini akan merosakkan nilai moral kita.
Ya Allah. Selamatkan saya!
Lindungi jiwa saya !