it was a hectic day

Sekarang kita kerja kat ortho..senior houseman has to do ed calls. (SHO)
Dia mcm jadi MO, u decide nak admit or not or how la..all the patients yg refer to ortho..u haf to decide. of course with MO's help

so...
today was hectic. very hectic. I loss count how many referals i have today.
Nak jadi cerita, theres one time, I was the night SHo..n i was really sick. I dragged me self to work. Vomit at ed even! I was really sick
Kecl hati sgt dengan SHO am shift msa tu,, she was a friend, tp langsung tanak tolong..n siap nak marah asal tak tukar nmbr kat operator lagi..cuz she still received referals at 4pm.!
She left me like that jer..n by 5.30pm.. she dissappear!

and today...on her night SHO call..she came at 4.25pm cam tu.. I still ambik refferal at 4.30pm..I help her clerk like 3-4 pt..until 6pm. and then I left skjp nak smbyhg. She then texted me.. asking to help her la kan...ada byk refferal. It was freaking 6.30pm
I stayed n help until 7.20 cam tu

Dalam hati.. tempted sgt nak update status kat fb...
' Sebenarnya, dalam hidup ni senang jer...kalau kita rajin tolong orang, orang akan tolong kita. Kalau kita berkira.. kau ghase?? '
Tempted la..
tempted jer la tapi...Kang kecik hati lak org tu kan...

Sekian entry ala-ala sakit hati.
Dgn ucapan... g usrah bertahun-tahun pun...erm.. tak perla. Kecewa la dgn sikap pentingkan diri awak tu, tu jer nak ckp.

Budi bahasa

Budi bahasa tak ter jual beli  orang kata.
Memang betul la. Kita kalau sahsiah tinggi..keadaan macam mana pun, tak hilang nilai jati diri, budi pekerti.

Nak dijadikan cerita, petang tadi jalan jammed. Pukul 7.30pm, Memang standardla jammed sikit. Kebetulan, ada accident. Sambil kita terfikir-fikir nak pergi tolong ke tidak....
BUMMM!

Terlanggar kereta depan.
Allahu Akbar!

My immediate reaction:
Keluar kereta
" Alamak. Awak ok tak? saya langgar kereta awak la ( obviously la kan)

Kereta dia calar sikit, kemik sikit.
and all he said:
" its ok awak, sikit jer''

I even paksa dia check his back sensor and  I offer to pay....
and again he saids- its ok! sikit jer.

My heart cries a little.
Baiknya budi bahasa!

ok dah bye.

new car!

ok, kak ina bought a brand new car!!
she is excited uols.
ok, dah bye. selamat membayar rm 1200/month

Masak lemak cili api

Alhamdulillah...
Finished with surgical already. Life finally 'existing' and Im breathing fine.
Alhamdulillah. I was never that ecstatic to receive 'surat pelepasan jabatan' until...I receive my pelepasan from surgical.
Ok. done with surgical..
So...ORTHO next!

So far, ortho done me good. there's plenty to learn but theres room for learning and im loving ortho for that!
Sebab dah off tag..and tak kerja sampai pkl 10mlm. I decided to cook some.
Using rice cooker kat hostel..

TAADAAAAAAA!!!!

 Sesungguhnya.. lauk ini sgt biasa-biasa

Tapi yang penting bangga. 

K dah. sekian

How can you sleep at night?

We have this 'super' consultant.. Dato' K
He is now a professor, a lecturer at IMU but will do morning ward round with us in surgical ward. Painful. As it is an old style ward round. No body can write anything, and he whispering and mumbling. No joking around.

So, there's one particular patient..whom involved in motor vehicle accident, sustained intracranial bleed and femur fracture.

Dato' K tak puas hati..dah dua pagi dia buat round..and that patient still tak pergi operate lg kaki dia..
Dia marah la..
He said..

How can u not pushing ortho people to op?
I dont understand,
How could you guys sleep at night?

How can I sleep at night?
Bole Dato'...of course i can. U know why...
because i woke up at 4am every morning and went home at 7.30-8pm.
Of course I can sleep.
I HAVE to sleep.

But u,
How can U LET ME BE LIKE THAT???

Most people thought they are saving lives, but they are actually killing souls.

Now, tell me..
How can u sleep at night?

kata-kata itu doa

setiap ucapan kita tu suatu doa. Kena percaya tuh

Nway..on the last entry.. I mentioned pasal perlunya memenuhkan masa cuti dgn sesuatu, jgn asik tidur. Berazam sgt masa tuh.

So, Allah makbulkan.. itulah. doakan..

Nak jadi cerita..Last saturday kebetulan cuti.. so, this is what happen : 

- bgn pagi, beli breakfast fr a friend.

- singgah ward. siapakn kerja

-singgah lawat kak syaz who was warded

-pergi senawang jmp kak lyyn michael sampai lunch hour

-blk melaka

-singgah maidin beli groceries

-pergi MMU ada insta fair

-pergi rumah auntie to pick up cousins

-singgah jusco for a quick bite n catch up w meera

-ptg emak ajak pergi rumah cousin 

-mlm pergi rumah mak uda

-midnight ; im super flat! 

sekian. 

Ucapan kan doa. 

Allah nak ajar..Padan muka! 

Anyhow..this week was good. Dapat pergi cameron! 

Penuh drama. haha. aish..lessons to be learnt! 

:) 

betul tau

nak kenal sahabat2.. kita mesti makan bersama, tidur bersama, musafir bersama! 

:)

Penat

Lama dulu, saya telah putuskan. Tiada istilah penat.
Tiada istilah lelah

Saya tidak menyukai pekerjaan saya (kadang-kadang)
Itu bukan baru. Lapuk sudah.
Acap kali saya ucapkan..Bolehkan kiranya adik berhenti kerja emak?
dan setiap kali itu juga emak akan membalas..'Abis tu nak kerja apa? Cuber bgth..'
Seolah-olah...
Pekerjaan ini merupakan pengkalan terakhir.
Last resort.
Tiada pandang belakang, tiada pilihan lain

Pilihan banyak sebenarnya.
Tapi atas kita. Berani atau tidak untuk mencuba

Tiada penat. Tiada lelah.
Bila cuti, saya jarang habiskan dengan tidur.
Itu sia-sia.
Hari-hari saya bekerja, malamnya telah saya isi dgn tidur secukupnya.
Jadi bila cuti..
Kita mesti.
Mesti..
HENJOY!

=.=*

My fav thing to do now...sambil layan kekoreakekita.
Well, ada lagi lima slices cakes dlm fridge.
Perisa blueberry cheesecake, strawberry roll, pandan and orange slices..

I know something is wrong with me when my impulsive-buying-mood reactivate.  Bought a pair of shoe that Idont need..and THIS! :)