Projek Memasak Masih Berlangsung..

Alhamdulillah
I'm being persistent about cooking n updating blogs eventhough ingatkan it will be hangat-hangat tahi ayam ; like always la kan.
so.yes, preparing for end of rotation exam and what not

The other day, I baked cheesecake and share it with everyone in the ward.
It taste quite descent la. ok la..nk macam mana lagi kan. It just a cheesecake anyway

So..this is us in the ward. We bond quite well.. so enjoy la the working ambience kan..tak la tense all the way. We went out for dinner sometimes.. so.it really helps!

And...

tonight..despite penat and byk kerja kat hospital..plus blk lewat sikit..

I managed to cook this.!

Again, with rice cooker only. 

:) 

resepi #3

very happy me. 

Im No JULIA

Ok, this is the sequel of my cooking with rice cooker.
:)

So yeah..   I was trying really  hard the other day to remember tajuk movie yg pasal phone operator yg rasa bosan dgn hidup dia dan mula challenge herself to cook everyday... Then, some one point it out.. tajuk movie tuh Julie and Julia..
 Yay! ( rasa lega giler dpt ingat..walaupon sekadar benda-benda trivia gini)
(Thanks, Azpa! for pointing it out)

Jadinya, lately...I really fell like cooking my own meals when it is possible.
Im NO julie nor Julia.. and its also impossible to cook anything fancy in this room I'm living in.!
However..
However..
I did cook!

THIS!!!

So now you know ok, bubur ayam can be done in rice cooker!!! 

I love my comfy food...makan dgn toasted bread pls...! with lots of pepper.  (with lots I mean just to taste. Nnt pedas) 

SO yes, resepi #dua : bubur ayam with black pepper.

Ya Allah..Im so proud for this little achievement!
:)
ngehehe..

The frustrated house-officer.

Im writing this from ward.
Truth is..bila houseman tak cukup you have to put up with ridiculous schedule.
I've been working back to back night shifts..for the past 2 weeks.
2 night shifts in row, followed by 1 day shift, followed by 3 night shifts in a row.
My biological clock shud went ding-dong by now.
Fortunately.. I do get to sleep (by that I meant 1.5hr each night)

while working in OnG ward, i began to see..
These rude senior (la kononnya) SN bullying junior SN and worse more..bullying JM while bitching u the moment u turn around! Biadab giler!
My only wish is..their children turns out similar..copycat of them. As bitchy as them, as rude as them.
Just like them. Sama!
Then, they will know... how does it feels like having them around; existing in our lives!
Just because ur life is a piece of shit..tak payahla nk buat org lain misserable jugak..
And..just because u are a total bitch..It doesnt mean that u have to act like one!

That's all for now.

But, do I forgive them for bitching me?
Yes I do.
These people thought they work sooo hard and they are really good in their clincal work ( read: clerking and susun pt's notes)
so..let them be la.
Kan?

**Teehee**

The New Zarina

Selamat tahun baru..!
and its already February. Malas la nak setat ayat dgn kata 'dah lama kak ton tak hapdate belog'
Too cliche.

So, sbb memang dah lama tak update...
Kali ni berazam perlu lebih rajin menulis. Penting. Sebab di masa depan, kita akan kembali melihat dan membaca tulisan2 kita sendiri dan berfikir...
"Apa la..yg aku mengarut ni..." It shud be fun i supposed.

asrama doctor pelatih.

Sooo..for the past 8 months...This is where I  stay. (or live)

Kecil jer bilik dia..meant for single.. 

Bilik dia cam studio style la.. ada ensuit with bathroom and kitchenette 

But i have to share la..sbb tak cukup bilik. 

Jujurnya..sepanjang duduk kat Seremban ni..I din cook at all. 

Pastu hari tu tertgk citer (ok, lupa tajuk citer) tp pasal seorg operator telephone yg bosan dgn hidup dia so..dia buat challege to herself that she will cook 365 dishes over the whole year.. and sebab dia minat seorg Brit-born female French culinary chef ni..

Jadinya...macam teringin la pulak 

nak masak!!! 

cool tak? 

Tp MEMANG TAK AKAN la ..nak masak everyday kan

hihi

tak yah la nak semangat nau

so..with this small petite kitchenette...

hihi..tanpa stove/hotplate. 

I cook this today!! 

WEEHOOO!       

THE DAPUR

Nasi cooked with carrot, mushroom, chicken and pepper (and 5 spices). Super easy..main campak2..taste super good!  (ok, at least it taste decent)  

Alright,
from now on..I will rajin2 masak.
and upload what I can masak from anly using microwave and/or with rice cooker.

:)

My old humble ride. Beribu kali niat nak tukar kereta..but I didnt. I just din see the point..
and I am also kedekoooot like that!

Sekarang musim panas dan kering...

dan waktu2 inilah...kenangan summer di Newcastle terlalu mencengkam..!

arghhhh..rindu! 

PEREMPUAN

Kita perempuan, makhluk pelik.
Bila sedih, bila blues, kita pergi retail therapy. Swipe segala kad yg ada. Tak mahu guna cash sebab nnt perasan duit byk mengalir.
Gembira dunia. gembira sementara.
Bila balik, check account, kita sedih.
Tak sangka uollsss dah belanja byk macam ni..untuk perkara sia-sia.

Kita perempuan. makhluk pelik
Kita kadang-kadang menangis utk sebab2 yg tidak jelas.
sedih kemain. Siap keluar air hingus nangis!
Dan ada masanya, kita rasa...' aku ni giler ke haper...asal down sgt ni..'
and we blame on PMS
tantrum, moody kemain lagi
bila esoknya period,
trust me, kita rasa nak sujud syukur
"terima kasih ya Allah, saya tidak ngeng..saya cuma PMS. Alhamdulillah..."



At the end of the day, jujur.
Dengan mengingati Allah, hati akan menjadi tenang.
That is all what we need.
We know, we knew.
Cuma selalu terlupa.
Asik terleka.

#I spent $1200 for the past 6 months for shoes alone. half of it tak pakai pon. acaner tuh?

Cuti-cuti Malaysia come early!

Salam!
Alhamdulillah..baru habis paeds rotation and currently on end of posting leave.
akanya, banyaklah masa nak berjalan-jalan bagai.

Meera, Sara and I has been friends since forever. Dari form 1 lagi . Dari kurus jadi gemuk, jadi kurus jadi gemuk blk.. and still holding on as best friends. :)  Dari belum masuk uni sampai dah habis uni sampai dah kerja, we still in touch and try to meet each other as often as we can.

Kebetulannya, masa cuti kali ni Meera  tgh cuti jugak dan Sara pon agak free (hence, forced to take leave) so..kita pun decided to pack pack our stuff, hit the road and head north!!!!

First stop: GUA TEMPURUNG
Gerak pagi-pagi dari melaka...so kita sampai gua tempurung lebih kurang dalam pkl 11.30.
i've been reading about gua tempurung (ok, baca kat satu blog jer) so..mcm excited la kan.
Sbnrnya trip ni mcm ad-hoc jer. Kita decide to go then terus hit the road. Tak la rancang sgt pon..hotel pun tak book. Bila dah sampai Gua Tempurung tu, we decide to take top of the world; wet punya pakej. Harga rm11 jer. 2hr and 45 min tour rasanya. Masa tu kita semua ingat..ala, setakat sungai dalam gua kan..lecah2 kat buku lali jer kot..ok kot. Kalau basah pon..setakat mana je.
haha.

WRONG!

It was fun and smooth mula2..jln atas trek/rail yg mmg diorg dah buat. Takat naik2 tangga tu jer la..tak penat sgtla.. by the time we hit the roof of the cave, we actually dah panjat 625 steps katanya! serius tak rasa pon..seronok sgt. excited. Gua ni pon cantik dan sgtla luas. Tinggi dia lebih kurang 125m. Thats high ok!

then, sampaila ke last platform. lepas tu..akan masuk trail yg tak ada lampu. Jadinya pada yg decide nak ambik wet pkj ni..kena bawak torch light la. Masa ni siapa yg tak sanggup nk terus, kena patah blk. Kalau tak, terus jer. Masa ni la yg best...katanya.(and scary utk org yg tak outdoor sgt ni!) Trek dah la gelap tak berlampu..then kena slide atas batu..curam pulak tuh! bukan sekali tapi dua kali!!  the first one ok la..cuma mcm  4-5m jer. The second one lebih steep dan lebih panjang. dlm 8-9m. and masa nak slide second one ni..badan dah basah..sbb kita dah rentas sungai bukan sekadar dgn jalan kaki..malah siap kena merangkak/glide dalam air. Byk kali kepala terhantuk sbb tak larat nak merangkak..!

 Best tu best..tp risau jugakla pasal safety. Masa slide dari batu curam tu..mmg tak ada tali..mmg kena slide sendiri. Nasib baik the tour guide mmg bagus and jaga betul2 la. Kalau tak.... haish. Nangis!!

Then, we went to Kellie Castle. and Kuala Sepetang
of, course..nak makan mee udang!!!


Third stop: KUALA SEPETANG
I'm not a big fan of udang. Have to admit that..plus masa tu mcm selsema sikit, Jadi nikmat makanan tu kurang terasa. :(
Walaupon, yes. Mee Udang Mak Jah memang sedap...
Tp, dia punya char kue teow udang dengan chili crab dia pon...sgt-sgtla best!!!!!
terbaik!!!
next time, kalau kita pergi Kuala sepetang lg..I'll order chili crab dgn nasi instead!
haha. that good!

 Selesai!
(buruk lantak kan..) 

we had a long adventurous day..tp mesti teruskan ke utara..sbb nk pergi Padang besar!
again, that is quite ad hoc. Tiada dalam rancangan sbnr.
Next pit stop: Alor Star.. utk tidoq!

Ni, konon2 nak pergi percutian budget. Haram! tak ada maknanya....

Dan esoknya, kita pergi Padang Besar. Nothing much to say. Tempat beli barang2..murah2.. I din get myself anything much pon.

only happened  kat Padang Besar. Tokey kedai tgh tido..pls jgn kaco!
(she was left alone in the shop..adoi!)

Pastu..bila nak blk..ni yg paling tak tahan nih!!!!
jauhnya!!!!
and that's the wrap!

been a while

rasa lama betul tak menulis.
sebenarnya sbb memang tak ada apa nak tulis pon.

been busy with work.
jadi doktor, jujurnya..tak glamour langsung. semua yg kita tgk dlm tv tu tidak lain tidak bukan, hanyala bull**** semata.  pardon the language.
when i start my first rotation, i din sleep for 1 week..sbb excited and takut kot. anxious giler.
lepas tagging, 3 weeks of nightmare. everynight, i mimpi my patients...especially those dying or died on your hands, under your care. Consistently, your brain runs through series of even (mcm black n white film) of "what went wrong??" what have i done eh? is the constant question that u can never put off ur brain.

anxiety has its own imprinted version in ur amygdala. with different sort of adrenaline rush.
im not good at describing it.
but anxiety now has different level. different feeling.

in short,
I lose 10kg (approximately) in 4 months medical rotation while eating like a pig everyday.
easily gained back 4 kg...in 2 months of paediatric rotation.
major HAHA.
nyampah.

sekian for my short entry today.
will be more persistent on writing after this.

lots of love!