28 years old and proud!

Pagi ni lepas blik kerja (Night shift) terus mandi, tidur.
Bangun.. late lunch with Had dekat chicken rice shop then beli la a piece of cheesecake at this newly opened cafe. Cantikla cafe dia.

I thought I would like to safe the cake later la..
Tapi lepas kemas2 bilik yang sekangkang kera ni..dengan hujan-hujan gini...
Macam best la kan kalau ada kek and coffee.
Nikmat kehidupan gitu!
Jadi sudah selamatlah blueberry cheesecake itu kita santapkan!

 

ok. the rest adalah gambar sempena birhtday hr tu.

I actually have 4 different celebrations fr my birthday. 

Memula family dinner on the 12th (early celebration) then, luch date dgn sha on the 13th. Dinner date dgn had...then dinner date with the girls on 14th. 

Im so blessed in soooo many ways. 

Alhamdulillah. 

28 and proud! 

Family dinner la sgt,..tp gambar org lain kita tak snap pun.  :) 

Guilty as charged!

Allahu...
Allah menyelamatkan saya dari melakukan kesilapan.
Allah menyelamatkan dia dari amarah saya.

ok, so...i hate this consultant.
Smlm another fitting episode dari dia. Habis satu scope room dia amuk fr my mistake - ter double booked pt.
Pastu bebelan dia menjela-jela sampai babit emak abah la bagai... byk la.
Malas nak layan

Im so angry. Im frustrated. I had enough of this!
In my head, I began to plot....
I nak orang tailed her car. Know where she live.
Bashed her car!
Baling bangkai what not kat rumah dia..buat dia rasa ada org voodoo kan dia!
Make she scared. Make her sleep become sleepless!
I even nak tanya those Indian guards..do they know anyone who will get their hands dirty for me!

ouhhhhh!

horrible kan...
Things in my head mmg crazy.
I cannot believe I had this in my mind.
corrupted mind!

Then, today...bangun dgn rasa takut. Memang confirm she will find me today
then...dekat scope room.....
she said this to me
Nicely and firmly
" awak tahu tak...awak ni bagus buat kerja. Rajin. I cannot deny that...tp there are past of u..yg u buat kerja cincai2...."

Then, ada org masuk the room.
Saved me from another long lecture

Buden....
I RASA BERSALAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Things in my head are crazy...
I started to believed, bi'ah ini akan merosakkan nilai moral kita.
Ya Allah. Selamatkan saya!
Lindungi jiwa saya !

Tanah Kubur

Sekarang ni...tgh buat surgical rotaion; the most painful, the most heartbreaking la kata orang.
So far, proven true.
Workload tak sehebat medical. Tapi emotional torture.. tahap tertinggi.
So, nak dijadikan cerita.. kita ni tercampaklah didalam wad yg memang diketahui 'malignant'nya.
Consultant bermulut puaka dan sarcasm tahap org aussie pun nangis sujud takjub!

So, she loves to insult and cari salah setiap org. threatened kita semua dengan incident reporting and pink form .. I remember one time, she was insulting me ( not teaching eh) and one of the MO said
"I tak tahula mcm mana korang put up with this. Nevermind la..u post call. Go home and cry"
and my reply was
 "No, im not going to cry for this piece of shit that give me shit!"

then, bila dah blk..rasa bersalah pulak. Terhadap diri sendiri. I became one of those bitter person sbb berada di kalangan mereka (dia) yg pelik, mulut jahat, kurang insight.
This particular consultant is a spinster la. tua dah. Bitter and love to bite ppl. She achieve quite a lot despite being in her early fourties.  Tapi itulah, org kata kita tak mampu beri apa yg kita tiada. Orang begini kurang kasih sayang mungkin, dan mungkin sebab itu perangai begitu.

my conclusion utk menggambarkan dia adalah.. seorang typical surgeon, self absorbed narcissistic arrogant bastard that think so highly of oneself that their personality  is border line to grandiosity delusional schizophrenic lunatics.

Sekian.
saya akan berdoa setiap hari lepas ni..semoga jgn la jadi org begini.
ameennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..!


*on tanah kubur, I was telling about this consultant to my sister whom favourite show is tanah kubur. She kept quite after i told her the story then  said this ... ' so...kalau dia mati mcm mana eh...boleh masuk citer tanah kubur ni.."

=.="

My cuzzy Ira, who lost her father to CKD and shes only 15yo. Poor thing, beautiiful soul!

New.stethoscope

The other day masa kat ward, 

This ward is actually  one of my fav sbb nurse2 dia baik2 and very the ramah tamah. 

but some of them  are very junior...kerja mcm tahu mcm tidak

n sometime cam incompetence. 

but anyway...everyone is learning kan..

So..borak punya borak... adalah satu nurse dgn kawan dia ni ajak keluar

I said yes memula...

then she said something yg mcm 

"eh...nnt doctor bawaklah kawan2 doctor..

boleh kenal2. bg kat saya satu eh...hikhikhik" 

sampuk the other girl..

"eh..tp kalau doctor kenalkan satu kat dia..doctor kenalah kenalkan satu kat saya jugak..nk doctor jugak  tau!" -dengan nada manja.

Im speechless

"eh korang..sorryla..kita lupa. kita ada janji dgn org lain mlm ni.. sorry eh. Next time la. iAllah " 

the end,

my third stets so far...adoila. selama ni hilang cam tak kesah..abah belikan. but this one cost me rm280! and im paying for it! ouccchhhhh...janji tak hilangkan lg! kita janji!!!!

Nasi goreng

People called it laziness. 

I call it innovation 

I wanted to have nasi goreng for dinner today, and of course having only rice cooker, how la..to cooked the rice. let it cool, then only cooked the rice jadi nasi goreng? 

So, lazy people has to find a way to  make her nasi goreng...

I cooked some rice. While it is boiling, throw in some crushed garlic, onions, salt, thai cili (sumpah pedas!) and pepper.

Then, some chicken and butter. 

When it is 3/4 cooked, I throw in some fishballs and vegies. 

Then, finally put in an egg. 

After the egg cooked, mix thoroughly. 

Results.....

TADAAAAAA....!!

resepi#4

Nasi goreng express!

and its relatively healthy. Minimal fat. Sikit jer pon butter nyer. and it taste serupa jer macam  the fried nasi goreng. 

Inspired to try? 

Haha. 

:)

Projek Memasak Masih Berlangsung..

Alhamdulillah
I'm being persistent about cooking n updating blogs eventhough ingatkan it will be hangat-hangat tahi ayam ; like always la kan.
so.yes, preparing for end of rotation exam and what not

The other day, I baked cheesecake and share it with everyone in the ward.
It taste quite descent la. ok la..nk macam mana lagi kan. It just a cheesecake anyway

So..this is us in the ward. We bond quite well.. so enjoy la the working ambience kan..tak la tense all the way. We went out for dinner sometimes.. so.it really helps!

And...

tonight..despite penat and byk kerja kat hospital..plus blk lewat sikit..

I managed to cook this.!

Again, with rice cooker only. 

:) 

resepi #3

very happy me. 

Im No JULIA

Ok, this is the sequel of my cooking with rice cooker.
:)

So yeah..   I was trying really  hard the other day to remember tajuk movie yg pasal phone operator yg rasa bosan dgn hidup dia dan mula challenge herself to cook everyday... Then, some one point it out.. tajuk movie tuh Julie and Julia..
 Yay! ( rasa lega giler dpt ingat..walaupon sekadar benda-benda trivia gini)
(Thanks, Azpa! for pointing it out)

Jadinya, lately...I really fell like cooking my own meals when it is possible.
Im NO julie nor Julia.. and its also impossible to cook anything fancy in this room I'm living in.!
However..
However..
I did cook!

THIS!!!

So now you know ok, bubur ayam can be done in rice cooker!!! 

I love my comfy food...makan dgn toasted bread pls...! with lots of pepper.  (with lots I mean just to taste. Nnt pedas) 

SO yes, resepi #dua : bubur ayam with black pepper.

Ya Allah..Im so proud for this little achievement!
:)
ngehehe..